This made me cry. If you can't view it, too bad. Hahaha, kidding. :)

I never thought that we'd end up like this. Our third year days seem so far away. I could barely remember even the events held this year.

We had our last Palihan ever today. I couldn't take it. I don't want to start with the lasts. Last Palihan, last bandfest, last familyday, last dancepro..

Ate Joaquee was right. Sobrang bilis ng senior year.

That video Avery put together made me think about how we once were. You know, how we used to be. Honestly, everytime I would wake up in the morning, it would all be about schoolwork and projects and requirements. My classmates has never been the reason to force myself to get up, take a bath and go to school. I've always felt out of place; it has always felt like I never belonged. It was like forcing myself to believe in something non-existent: the bond that's supposed to pull us together, closer.

Everything got heavier and scarier when our retreat came up. I didn't know where to place myself. After everything else, we lost three of our friends. It was hard, really. But I know that it was much harder for the others.

I expected everything to fall in front of me, come our senior year. The first few weeks were kind of difficult. It's as if your every move's being judged, or whatever. It was different anyway.

I couldn't exactly point it, but all of a sudden, everything started to change. We got closer, more open and.. happy. As a whole. Not just one part. :)

I guess all I'm saying is that I will miss you guys. I thought that I'll only be missing II-1 '06-'07, but I'll definitely miss you, IV3!

You made me realize how important I am in a group. You boosted my confidence whenever I'm on the brink of it all. You were there to witness every stinking day of our freaking senior life. You were with me through everything. Words would never be enough to define how much I love you.


You could say that I'm speaking too soon, but I believe that now is the right time to say this. I wouldn't want to regret not posting this by the time I feel like it.

Cheesy, man. That's what you make me do. :)))) Hahaha.