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Saturday, November 29, 2008
@ 10:16 PM


Then Again.

After waiting for days, we've finally watched Twilight this afternoon at Trinoma. It wasn't what I was exactly expecting & I was kinda disappointed. Unlike what everybody says, it wasn't that bad at all.

SPOILER STARTS HERE.


I was half-expecting the movie to be how it was narrated in the book, but hello, they always alter the events and edit edit ediiiit. It was amazing how they captured the story, considering the important minimal details they've omitted.

Honestly, I was kinda hoping it to be more.. romantic in a sense that the story would revolve around the relationship they built through countless encounters which were definitely lessened in the movie.

I would have to say that the actors performed well. I'm not being biased, okay. =)) I love Kristen Stewart and she was perfect for the role. I would've wished Robert Pattinson did the same. But nonetheless, it was great. :)

I guess I was picturing different scenes when I read the book which contributed to my judgements. I was also irritated with the viewers who were screaming and shouting. :)) But I couldn't blame them. It is a free country. They might've been more sensitive, anyway. Haha. Whatever.

I was watching out for scenes as well. And what's up with the tree thing? =)))) K, kill me now for criticizing the movie so much. =)))) I liked the movie, honestly. Considering situations from both sides, the readers and the .. non-readers? =)), it was still a beautiful and astounding movie. :)

To sum it all up, the movie was okay. It wasn't that amazing, but it wasn't bad at all. Get? :)))


SPOILER ENDS HERE.

So yeah. Better watch it and see for yourself. :)


On another note, Patbau and Buban will be coming here on Monday to start with our belen. I hope we at least finish halfway through it so as not to cram it before deadline comes. :D

I painted my nails today! :) Haha!

[EDIT]

Patbau and Buban won't be coming here on Monday.

I got my nails clean already. Haha. 'Di talaga tumagal ng isang araw eh. :))

[/EDIT]
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
@ 10:10 PM


Cover your ears.

..if you don't want to hear spoilers. :)) I think I will. Kat watched it today. Hay. I wish I would've had that chance. But unfortunately, I would have to wait for the weekend to be in front of the big screen.

I've been listening to Paramore's Decode. It's been stuck in my head for the whole day. Grabe. I would always find myself singing. =)) Ew. Imagine that. No wonder it's been raining. :))))

I badly want to watch it. I even asked my parents to watch it with me tomorrow when I get home. But yea. Asa pa ko. =)))) I think I'll be catching my breath for the whole duration of the movie. :))) Ang weird ko kiligin. =)) Ay. Haha, whatever.

I guess I'll just finish my ERF. :| Loser. Haha. Hanggang trailers nalang ako. =)))))) Joke.
Monday, November 24, 2008
@ 4:57 PM


Back to Reality.

It never came to me how much I'm supposed to accomplish for today [well, for about 7 hours, at least].. until Avery IM-ed me. And I won't bother posting everything I have to do here. My blog doesn't deserve to be punished or anything.

I can feel that I won't be able to sleep with all this sh*t. Really. I'm gonna take my word back. I'll post it here. =))))

* PINOY Informal Theme due TOMORROW.
* PINOY Final Report on Huling Pintig ng Kagitingan
* ENGLISH Quiz
* ENGLISH Take Home Quiz [which I totally don't understand]
* TRIGO Assignment. :)
* PHYSICS ERF due on Wednesday. But still.. :|


So I better start now. HAHA. I could've stayed longer in Tagaytay. :(

But then I won't be able to watch Twilight. =)))) I've been bugging my mom since I came back about the premiere. She told me to cancel out on school if I really wanted to go and she'll buy the tickets and all. =)) Funny. She's kidding, alright. I guess she's pissed off already. =))) But I would gladly do so.. if I won't miss out on anything. But seeing as it is, one day could make a difference. Proof naman na sana yang listahan na yan diba.

Gusto ko na grumaduate. Pramis.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
@ 11:21 AM


Since I can't be where I am right now...

Bullets. :) Well, er, asterisks. :)))

* Retreat was fun. :)
* Food overload. We eat every 2 friggin' hours.
* It still pains me to know that you're happy with someone else.
* Tan-tan-tananananan. Favorite. :))
* I wish I brought my camera with me. :(
* Stargazing. ♥
* Raz & Kat Showdown. :)))
* Gatasan naaa. =)))
* Surname Frenzy. Hahaha.
* I never thought that it would inflict so much pain: hearing your name with hers again.
* Cy's transformation. =)))))) Joke.
* I could ignore you. But I cannot possibly forget everything about you.
* Your name stabs me directly in the gut. =))) Putek, labo.

I love you, IV3! :)
Monday, November 17, 2008
@ 8:13 PM


Soon be Over.

Whatever happened in the previous post is history. No one could ever change it. And I'm over it. :) Seriuosly.

PAASCU's not so bad afterall. I just hate the fact that whenever a teacher would randomly pick a classnumber, it would always be mine. Ano bang meron sa 21? :|

I just hope I'd be ready for whatever happens tomorrow. I can't let it happen again. It's too embarrassing. Why the hell can't I express myself whenever I'm called to recite? :\ Really, I don't know why. But words seem to come out perfectly whenever I write. I mean, I could've avoided the stuttering and the um's, you know. A while ago, I mean. It's just.. weird. =))

I will forever remember Mr. Pablo Neruda. And our English discussion a while ago. :)) Everyone's been babbling about it.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example,'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voide. Her bright body. Her inifinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my sould is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

I was, honestly, on the verge of tears while the video was playing. I could feel my eyes hurt for staring at the text being flashed in front of us.

I cannot believe that I could relate to it. Really.

I hope my dad would allow me to be at Tapa King tomorrow. I miss II1 already. :( All these schoolstuff makes me ignore most of them. :\ Ugh.

I badly want to change the layout again. :)) I just want to try something different. Ohwell.


OH! Before I go make sandok the rice, HAHAHA,

To those who would want to make my last retreat memorable, meaningful and.. special, all you gotta do is send me a letter. =)) Kahit "Happy Retreat!" lang. Swear. =))) Desperado eh. THANKS. HAHAHA.


Oy, joke lang. To talaga o. =))))))
Saturday, November 15, 2008
@ 10:29 PM


Please.

You could've been more considerate, you know. I don't care if you want me to be there. At least tell me beforehand. Duh. I would've gladly attended. I was even guilty to leave early that day. I know I should be there so I asked the bus service to wait for me cause it was that important. It was important to me. I would never want anyone to wait for me. I was wasting their time when they could've gotten home early.

When I got home, I talked to some people and asked them about he things that happened after I went away. They told me everything.

The next day, you tell us that we have to meet during lunch. Some of us were unavailable. YOu asked us to stay again. We told you we couldn't make it cause we weren't able to ask permission. Hello, you might've told us beforehaaaand. We would've been able to ask permission.

And then I came across you on my way home. You ask me if I was to stay. I asked you until what time you want me to be there 'cause if it was that important, then I would make room for it. It was the same scenario as the day before. I told you I wouldn't be able to make it. Thenk you walk out.

It would've been a great day. Thanks for ruining it. Really.

Now, people might think that I'm such a suck up. And that I would do anything to get away from responsibilities like those. UUUGH.

I thought you would understand. I know I wasn't able to attend almost all the meetings and I'm sorry for that. I wanted to make it up to you for not atend the past meeting. But you didn't tell us that we'd meet again. Dang.

You don't have the right to blame us for not attending the second meeting. You didn't tell us to ask permission. You didn't. Or maybe someone must've told me that there would be one. I hate this.


I know I'll have the worst day on Monday. No need to hope for whatever.

*Impulsive. Sorry for this effed up post.

YEAH. Don't ask. Thanks.

@ 1:41 PM


Brightly lit.

I never thought I'd come across your minds and nominate me. =)) Thank you, Nicole Cord-Cruz and Anne Therese Solomon. >:D<

Once accepting this award, the rules as follows:

♥ Put the logo on your blog.
♥ Add a link to the person who awarded you.
♥ Nominate 10 other blogs.
♥ Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs.

I know that you've been nominated about ahundred times already, but still. :))

Anne Solomon, Nicole Cord-Cruz, Nilcah Ortico, Bianca Stella Bueno, Patricia Bautista, Anelle De Jesus, Nicole Cord-Cruz, Melai Balitaan, Lourdes Sabellina,

Not just because they write well, but because they're my friends. :) Loveyou, guys. >:D<

I'm one person short, but who's counting? =))) Whatever.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
@ 7:07 PM


Tell me..

I was browsing through the channels an hour and a half ago, searching for a decent show to waste time on with a bag of Doritos. I've come across this movie which title I wasn't able to catch. Anyway, it was awesome. The lead actress was pretty awesome, too. :) I got caught up with the story that I couldn't leave my seat to grab some more food. :))

After a brief research, I've found out that it was entitled The Initiation of Sarah. I even waited for the credits to roll for me to have something to type in when I get the chance to use the Internet. And since I'm obviously typing write now, I researched about it, and viola! :)))))

The main character, Sarah Goodwin, was portrayed by Mikaela Boorem.
I could've sworn I saw her in another movie. And I was right! =)) She starred in the movie Sleepover.





Mikaela Boorem is an American actress.
Mika Boorem has become known for starring in the films Smile (2005) and Sleepover (2004). She had supporting roles in the films Carolina (2003), Blue Crush (2002), Hearts in Atlantis (2001), Along Came a Spider (2001), The Patriot (2000) and Jack Frost (1998); and recurring roles on the TV series' Dawson's Creek and Touched by an Angel. She can also be seen in the Lifetime Movie drama, Augusta, Gone The Initiation of Sarah, and most recently a guest starring role on an episode of House.





She's pretty, right? :D K, enough about that. =)))

I wish we could have these days more often. I'll be able to catch up on movies! :)

Having no homework feels weird. I mean, we get bombarded with homework that there couldn't be anything to add to it anymore. Alam mo yung feeling na parang hindi ka makatulog kasi feeling mo wala kang ginawa buong araw? :|


I hope we could patch things up before it's too late. Or is it too late? Or maybe we shouldn't 'cause there's nothing to be patched up? Tell me.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
@ 6:50 PM


No point.

I guess there's no point in denying the fact that it cannot be taken away that easy. It's been there since then and I couldn't seem to find a way to permanently erase it. I guess there's no point in trying; it wouldn't make a difference.

"Feelings are not supposed to be logical."
- David Borenstein



That was what typing an introduction about suicide for english made me do. I found quotes that would always make me remember the things that have been. And those that could've been. HAHAHA. Joke lang. :)) Walang ganun. Haha.

Cards were distributed yesterday. It turned out differently than I expected, actually. Thank you, my gulay. Malapit na 'kong bumigay e. :)) Congratulations, Bianca Stella! :D Libre uliiiiit! :)))


I never imagined that Twilight would be this popular. I could still remember Patbau ranting about grabbing a copy of it. :)) But yea, things change. It is a really good book anyway.

It still bothers me anyway. I can't seem to accept the fact that everyone has access to it. Alam mo yung gusto mo, sayo lang? Or yung konti lang kayo? K, labo eh. Pero get? :))) Mukha na tuloy syang pang-school na book. Yung lahat, kelangan basahin yun. =)) Uuuuugh. Possessive nanamaaaaan. :)))

It seems that I can't have a decent jacket without having someone own one just like it. Lahat talaga, swear. But it's okay. =))) Hahahahaha. Labo.


Finish my Physics homework and continue re-reading Eclipse. :D
Monday, November 3, 2008
@ 7:32 PM


Expect less.

This day was surprisingly fun and uplifting. From the Mini Library Grand Opening to the Preparation for the Retreat. I'm loving IV3 more each day. :D

I guess I still have to accept the fact that requirements would burst our bubble and get in the way of our happiness. And I guess I have to accept that.. Gradually. :))))

Today's been seemingly uneventful, if you know what i mean. But I've been suddenly hyper. It's as if I've been intoxicated by adrenaline all throughout the day. I haven't even yelled at my brother. Oh, that reminds me.. I guess I'll do it later. =)))))) KIDDDDIING. :))

Seeeee! =)))) Kbye.

Half day PALIHAN tomorrow. And I haven't packed my stuff yet. Lazyyyy. =))))

I really have nothing to blog about. So I better boot. Till then. ;)
Sunday, November 2, 2008
@ 2:55 PM


Drifting.

I still haven't composed myself from the outbreak last Friday. I'm kind of having second thoughts about quitting stopping Kumon. Still have three friggin' months if I ever change my mind.

I'm obviously not ready to go back to school tomorrow. Sembreak wasn't a sembreak after all. We've been compelled to do homeworks and projects to make up for the days eaten by activites and events held up for this month.

We're out on the 4th & 5th for PALIHAN & the Farmers. We'll have our retreat on the 20th&21st. BTW, retreat letters would be greatly appreciated. :> Since this would be our last, might as well get those inks filled up and start writing! :> =)))))))) Joke.

Currently reading New Moon. Still haven't finished the ERF due tomorrow. Cramming, yeah. But no, not really. Ugh, whatever. Schoolwork, or should I say schooltalk, makes me feel sick. I wanna throw up. Seriously.

My dad's not in the mood again. He's out with my bro to the barbershop. My brother's off to have a haircut. Well, you couldn't consider it a haircut since nothing'll change when he comes home. He wants to sport the current emo-look. :| He's still in denial but that's what we're getting at. :)) And it's not working. His head's like a big stinky bush, you know. :|

K, enough about that. It never really came to me, but I would consider my sembreak as boring. I guess I was too intoxicated by Twilight that I never noticed how much I alienate myself whenever I read. I would just get my book, snatch some oreos and a banana and start munching and turning. The pages, I mean.

This post is senseless. =))))) I wanna post pictures but I'm too lazy to download them. K, lazy my ass. :)) Hafta do Physics. Then read. Again. :>

So much for the "alienating" part. :))

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I love both math and art && you can do nothing about it. :)

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