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Friday, February 27, 2009
@ 9:09 PM


Rhythm & Rhyme.

I swear, I'm not used to having nothing to do.

But since there'd still be HellWeekPart2,


Monday, February 23, 2009
@ 4:38 PM


Cold Hard Cash.

We went to Shaw Blvd. to have my new camera fixed. Oo na, bago palang, sira nanaman. It wasn't my fault anyway. I was supposed to draw it and have my sketch pasted on my planner when the shutter button thing fell off. :\

We waited for our turn and gave my camera for them to inspect and fix it. When they gave it back to us, they just pasted the button in its place. TAS TABINGI PA. My dad was going berserk already. He even told me that, "Sana, ako nalang nagdikit. Hindi pa nga maayos yung pagdikit o". They even told us that if we wanted the button to be placed the way it's supposed to be, we had to acquire and buy the parts and it wouldn't be included in the warranty. >:\ Ugh. After minutes of the girl's negotiating with their boss, she told us that the replacement of the part and the fixing expenses would be included in the warranty. LABO NILA, SWEAR.

We ate at Ling Nam and went grocery shopping at Puregold.

What was really funny was that the songs being played were from M2M, A1, Christina Aguilera, and the like. :)))) And what was weirder was that I was singing with it. =))) I still have my mixtapes with their songs in my closet. Haha.

We bought kiddie shirts for our dogs. Yes, as in baby shirts for people. =)) The sales woman was laughing at us. :))) Hahahaha.

I told my mom that I have to buy clothes for college. =))) And that I've been saving money for it. :))) And all she told me was that "Pag nilatag mo yung mga damit mo sa closet, marami kang masusuot" or something like that. =)) 'Cause it's true. I've tons of skirts and shorts but I never wear them. Or if I

Better finish everything before we watch BButton! :>

@ 4:33 PM


Dwell on it.

I browsed through my old posts written in my previous blog. And look what I've found!


ONE.

Tas parang ewan si Sir Rehoy. Kas ganto.

III-3: Sir, birthday po ni Andi!
Sir: *kumanta*
Sir: Anak, ilang taon ka na?
Andi: Fifteen.
Sir: Ano? Nineteen?
Andi: FIFTEEEEN! Sir nman o.

Mukha na pala akong nineteen. :))


TWO.

Sir: Bat hindi green? Nako. Ayoko na mag-sign.
Ako: Eeeeh. Sir naman eh.
Sir: Sa susunod, green na ah.
Ako: Eh sir, hindi pwede. Green kay Ms. Gineta eh.
Sir: Bat sa kanya, green?
Ako: EH kasi Chem. Basta! Sir nman eh. Ankulet nto.


THREE.

Therese: Masarap kaya ang banana!
Ryle: Ew! Yuck, kadiri. Hindi kaya ako kumakain nun.
Andi: Weeh? Masarap kaya!
Therese: O, diba!!
Ryle: Eh kasi nman. Parang walang lasa.
Andi: Masarap kaya!
Ryle: Yuuuck, hindi kayaa. Chka pg knompare mo sa ibang fruits, wla ka tlagang makukuha dun.
Andi: May fiber sya. Hahaha.
Ryle: Tinamo, *minention ung banana split*
Therese: Meron ngang banana juice eh!
Andi: Banana Juice??? May mapipiga ka pa ba dun? :))
Therese: Meron kaya! May banana shake nga eh!
Ryle: O yun. Banana Shake. Banana juice ka jan. :))


FOUR.

Angelica: *tinaas kamay. magre-recite*
*tinawag ni Sir Rehoy*
Sir: O cge, Andrea.
All: HAHAHAHAHA. Sir, mali! :))
Sir: Ayy, ano ba? Aira!
All: tawa lang ng tawa.
Sir: Ayy! Angelica pala. Napapagpalit ko kasi yung tatlo eh. Para kasi kayong triplets.


FIVE.

Rona: Weeh, 5.5" kaaaa? Eh mas mataas kaya balikat ko sayo!
Andi: Hindi kaya! Tayo ka nga!
Bia: Mas matangkad nga si Andi! Hahahaha.
Rona: Edi ibig sabihin mas mahaba leeg mo! HAHAHAHAHAHA!! GIRAFFE!! =))


I miss you, guys! :(


I was supposed to read Inferno but ended up reading these. Ohwell. Watched half of The Curios Case of Benjamin Button afterwards. Willl resume watching today. :D
Saturday, February 21, 2009
@ 9:16 PM


Soon.

I browsed (fine, I was researching :))) through my old stuff after I took a bath this afternoon. I read my old diary and it was really hilarious. :))) I remember Ate Ekha telling me that when I get older, I'd laugh about how I made a fool out of myself during second year. Lo and behold, it came true. =))) Hahaha. It's funny how people know what to really say. How everything they say happen to you the way you never would've expected.

I was also looking for something that'd make my mind stop thinking about that person. Actually, the moment I got up from the bed this morning, after that silly, insignificant, not-supposed-to-make-me-write-two-posts-in-one-day heck of a dream, I went straight to the computer and logged in to YM. :)) I browsed through our old conversations and found this, dated March 19, 2008:

HIM: hey
Me: uy. hello.
HIM: haha.. kamusta?
Me: am, okay naman. kayo?
HIM: aoys lang..
Me: :)) bt npa-IM ka? okay, ang labo.
HIM: wala lang.. bawal ba? dahil may bf ka?
Me: EW. omg, wala no. malamang nagtaka lang ako kasi ngayon ka lang nagIM. :))
Me: sira ka tlga.
HIM: ah ok.. sori
Me: okay lang.
HIM: hehe
Me: :P
HIM: :)

I'd be dead if he'd see this. :)) But I doubt that. I don't even think they remember me anymore. =)) Ohwell.

My cousin IM-ed me this evening, asking about that person in the previous post

HER: ate.....who's he?
HER: s blog
Me: Secret.
HER: wehhh....
HER: crush o bf
HER: ?
Me: EW. Grabe, wala akong bf.
Me: :))
Me: Nakakatawa kayo.
HER: y? kc nman db s description mo
HER: eh y ndi mo sbhin?
Me: =)) Hindi kasi yun BF.
Me: Long lost friend lang naamn.
Me: =))

We had fish for dinner. And then, this happened:

Dad: Gusto mo pa?
Andi: Konti nalang
Mom: Pag nagka-boyfriend ka, dapat yung hihimayan ka ng fish ah.
Andi: :\

What the hell's happening to the world? =)) Why do people see me as a person who'd soon have a boyfriend? :)))))

I'm not freaking out, trust me. It's just.. weird for people to see me in the future with some guy. =)) Even I couldn't see that. Hahaha.

@ 11:12 AM


Whatever you wish for, you keep.

I've had the most unexpected dream last night. And what's weird is that I knew that it was just a dream. I was actually telling myself, "Ano ba yan, panaginip nanaman to." 'Cause honestly, everything that happened was utterly i m p o s s i b l e. As in.

I haven't seen him since.. I was in gradeschool. Haha. And now, yeah. Okay, that didn't make sense. :)) What I meant was that I haven't had connections with him since last year and then all of a sudden, he pops up in my dream.

Okay, so no one might get what I've been saying 'cause I haven't told anybody yet. Even my mom. :)) And you know how much I couldn't shut my mouth in front of my mom. But this one's.. different. I don't know. =))

* * *

I can't believe we don't have to do anything for next week. I mean, I know our Mastery Test's on the 27th, and that we have our Pinoy presentation and English Research Paper due on Tuesday, but I just can't seem to care. :)) Kidding.

I'm having problems about our presentation 'cause we weren't able to reserve a venue for it 'cause nothing was available. :\

Anywaaaaaaay, I have to fix my planner. :)
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
@ 8:18 PM


Let's Start with the Lasts.

I haven't had enough sleep for the past week. And eventhough we didn't have classes last Monday, I wasn't able to sit on the couch and just watch TV. Honestly, I haven't touched the remote since last week. That's how busy I am.

So maybe I wouldn't be able to open this, too. After having spent my weekend worrying about our newsletter (which is, unfortunately, still with me), visiting UP (ugh, =)) kidding), and um, doing schoolwork, I don't think I would have time for anything anymore.

I would have to catch up with everything. I know, I'm really paranoid. I don't know. I guess it's just because there's less than two fuh-reakin' weeks left. I always end up thinking "OMG. Last volleyball service ko na to." "Shit. Last Formal Theme na." "Aww, last ERF na." (sorry na, gusto ko lang talaga magsulat. =)) and like you, I hate coming up with long procedures and conclusions). 'Cause honestly, I'm still not ready. My dad might be teaching me about driving and repeatedly saying "Pag nasa Ateneo ka na, ganyan kotse mo", I still don't want to.

THE POINT IS. I'm really gonna miss highschool. And I don't want it to end, just when things are getting better.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
@ 6:12 PM


After two long nights...

.. I haven't finished anything. I'm still working on our Physics Newsletter which isn't doing any good. I've just finished the fuh-reakin' cover, forheaven'ssake. And no one's giving me their articles. But yea, I understand that. Eventhough I've emailed the guidelines and assignments to them yesterday afternoon, I forgot to text all of them so most likely, which is definitely my fault. I know they would be doing it just now. And submit it tomorrow..

.. which isn't any better. Bianca, Anne and I and a lot more people would be going to UP for something. I'd be out from 7am to 5pm. So tell me, until when would I be able to finish it and send it to Pia for printing?

Yes, I spent my Valentine's Day doing shizzwork and whatnot. What else would I do?

Andi: =)))) HAHAHHHAHAAHAH I'm weird, remmeber? :)))
Patbau: oo weird ka talaga alamo, lagi kang busy. ako walang ginagawa
Andi: :))))))))) SORRY NAMAN.

All I'm hoping for now is that she'd be enlightened to move the deadline from Tuesday to.. I don't know, never? :\ Don't get me wrong. I'm willing to do this. But please, just please, give us more time if you wouldn't want to accept something mediocre.

Oh look, I'm speaking in straight English again. There must be something wrong with me. Again.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
@ 8:04 PM


Maybe.

Sometimes, I don't know what to feel.

I mean, I know I'm not supposed to be jealous or whatever, but I guess I think I am.

Maybe it's hormonal. It happens, right?

Maybe it just happens to me. This state I'm in, I mean.

Maybe I'm just happy that you've found someone who could empathize with you and do the things we couldn't do together.

Or maybe I'm just scared.

Scared that maybe someday, I'll be replaced by her.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
@ 6:45 PM


!@#$%.

Nakakainis. Nakakainis talaga. Kanina pa. Sobrang sabog ng araw na to. Nakakainis.

Nahulog wallet at ballpen ko sa bus. Alam niyo naman kung gano kaimportante ballpen ko sakin.

Yung lecheng musical play na yan. Punyemas.

Yung pinsan ko, tinarayan ko so galit din siya sakin.

Yung nanay ko, galit sakin kasi nasagot ko nanaman eh hindi ko naman kasi siya sinasagot nang pasumbat na ewan.

Ayoko na. Ayoko na talaga.


Karma's at it again.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
@ 2:46 PM


Huling Hirit.

Dahil sobrang hirap isalin sa Ingles ang nais kong sabihin, magta-Tagalog na lamang ako.

Dahil sa sobrang init, at hindi gumagana ang aircon, napagdesisyunan naming buksan na lamang ang bintana.

Habang nasa kotse, pauwi galing eskwela, may mga makukulit at sutil kaming batang nadaan. Ang isang batang lalaking naka-asul na damit ay sumampa sa may likuran ng bus, at pilit na sumisilip sa loob ng kotse sa pamamagitan ng nakabukas na mga bintana.

Kami: Kuya, pumreno ka. =))) Para bumaba yung bata.
Kuya: Tumatawa lang. :\ Hahaha.

Bago bumaba ang sutil na bata'y sinabi kay Karina na malapit sa kinalalagyan ng bata,
Bata: Mis! Aylabyu!

HAHAHAHAHAHA. K, bentang-benta lang talaga. Hahahaha.

Oo na, mababaw. Eh basta. =))) Sobrang bangag lang talaga.

Gagawa na ko ng mga takda kahit sinabi ng nanay kong matulog muna ako dahil kulang ako sa pahinga. HAHA!
Sunday, February 8, 2009
@ 7:34 PM


This thing called love.

Andi: HIDNI KA TATANDANG MAGISA KASI MAGKAKABF KA PAG DATING MOS A COLLEGE.
Andi: OKAY?

I never thought things would get to a point wherein I'd talk to someone I look up to, someone I never thought I'd speak to about love...

Andi: WALANG LUMALAPIT SAKING GUY OR WHATEVER. PANO PA YUG MAGKABF. ANO BA.
UltraSmartPerson: mamaya n tong prblema k
Andi: OKAY LANG.
Andi: GO LANG.
Andi: IT'S WHAT YOU CALL MULTI-TASKING.
UltraSmartPerson: :))
UltraSmartPerson: eh kc andi
UltraSmartPerson: lgi kng lkad ng lakad ksma cla krizia at bueno
UltraSmartPerson: wlang lalapit s grupo ng girls
UltraSmartPerson: nhihiya cla
Andi: SO ANO, MAGPAPAKAEMO AKO MAG-ISA? ))) ANO BAAAAAAAAAA.
Andi: SA COLLEGE NA. ))))
Andi: YUCK.. HAHAHAHAHA
Andi: AND, LAHAT NG LALAKI, MATATAKOT SAKIN.
Andi: ANO BA.
UltraSmartPerson: ahaha
UltraSmartPerson: hnde
UltraSmartPerson: i mean.. be approachable.. :>

... about how she should manage love.

Andi: So gusto mo sya?
UltraSmartPerson: d k lam
UltraSmartPerson: hinde
UltraSmartPerson: ewan
Andi: HAHAHA THAT MEANS YES.

Right? Haha. And then it gets to a point where the serious stuff comes in..

UltraSmartPerson: eeehh..
UltraSmartPerson: ayaw ko
UltraSmartPerson: wla un andi
UltraSmartPerson: d ako pde mgkaroon
UltraSmartPerson: d ako dpt ngkakagnto
UltraSmartPerson: wla un
Andi: SEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. AYAW MO KASI AYAW MONG MAPAGALITAN OR WHTEVER. BUT DEEP INSIDE, MAY FEELINGS KA. KAHIT 1X10^10000000000 PA YAN.
Andi: ALAM MO.
Andi: Lahat ng tao, dumadaan sa ganyan.
Andi: Hindi palibhasa matalino, indestrictible pagdating sa love. Dyan sila nababaliw. =)) Minsan, nawawala sa tamang pagiisip. Pero jan natetest yung tunay nilang talino.
Andi: indestructible*
Andi: And mali pala. =)))
Andi: Ay tama.
Andi: =))))))))

And then this..

UltraSmartPerson: aahah.. andi hndi pde ipagsbay
UltraSmartPerson: ahaha
Andi: Pwede, actually. Kelangan mo lang ibalance. Timplahin.
Andi: YUCK, KAPE? =)))

Andi: Eh pero totoo.
Andi: Hindi naman laging studies lang (like what your dad says. na bawal art, which you love, too)
Andi: Dapat balance.
Andi: Kasi kung hindi, mababaliw ka talaga.
Andi: And hello, gusto mo bang ipagsigawan sa mundnog kahit kelan, di ka nagkagusto sa guy? THey'd be weirded out. As in.
UltraSmartPerson: okay..speechless ako

And now this..

Andi: Kasi. It's true naman eh.
Andi: JUST DON'T LET IT GET TO YOU THAT MUCH.
Andi: Try to balance everything.
Andi: Buti ka nga, may ganyan eh.
Andi: Love. :| It comes and it goes.

It's funny, really. I always see myself talking to people and giving advice about this thing called love and end up not helping myself one bit about it. I've been stuck here in the same old stage for how long now. I couldn't even help myself move on and forget about how things used to be. How things should've happened if only I made the right decision.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
@ 2:27 PM


The Sixth Day.

Just when I've downloaded the pictures, the internet's gone. My mom says it's the router that's got the effin' problem. Great, really.

Bandfest 09 rocked! :)

I saw lots of people. Duh, bandfest kasi eh. Ano ba. :))

Krizia and a lot of people were gushing over this guy from Hansom. :)) Fine, including me, but I got over it anyway. :)) Mga.. 2 minutes lang. Ay joke! 1 and a half minutes. =))))

Oh, and I saw Cy with.. :>>> You have to tell me how it went! :DDD

And I'm so proud of you, Bianca! :) You really did a great job.

And I'm gonna explain something to you on Monday. Just remind me about it. =)))) And don't get mad at me, okay?

Don't forget what I've told you last night, okay? >:D<>While we were eating..

Andi: Ay nako. Di ko napicturan yung tarp ko. :\
Niko: Ikaw ba gumawa nun?
Andi: Alin?
Niko: Yung nasa may right side.
Andi: :)))) Oo. Hahahahaahah Ang baboy nga eh.
Niko: Kaya pala kamukha ng sulat mo eh!

I was shocked, really. :)) I never knew my brother would know how I write. We barely even talk at home. And if we do, we'd just tease each other, or hit each other. As much as you wouldn't know it, ILY! :)

So yeah, we went home. We prayed and went to sleep.

GREAT NIGHT, GREAT NIGHT. :)


Pictures are here.

P.S. Great. Just great. We have little assignments and what do I get? A WEEKEND WITHOUT THE INTERNET.

Ngayon na nga lang ako magmMultiply for the whole week, ngayon pa mawawalan ng internet. Thank you ha. Salamat talaga. Magbabasa nalang ako. :|

* Typed in Notepad at noon. :)

[EDIT] I couldn't upload the pictures 'casue the connection's timing out. :| Will upload soon.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
@ 4:49 PM


Stinks.

Habang nasa bus, pauwi. May masangsang na amoy..

Donna: Ano yun? Bt amoy langgam?

HAHAHAHAHA. This is, so far, the best line I've heard inside the bus. :))) Loveyou, Donna Virata. =))

STATUS: BUSY. AdvCompReport, TrigoProblems, EnglishReport, EnglishQuiz, EcoQuiz, RelLT. Ang konti. :|

Yeah.
Monday, February 2, 2009
@ 6:20 PM


Art. Music. Bianca..

After the Olympiad, Bia asked me to view her blog when I get home.. which I'm doing right now. :))

And trust me when I say that her latest post isn't true. =)) Well, most of it are true, except for the positive stuff about me. Labo. =)) Hahaha.

After viewing that entry, I've come to realize that I've not blogged about my bestfriend, too. And that I know less about her than she does about me. I know it'll be embarrassing, but believe me, she's not that easy to decipher.

I know that she's waaaaaaay smaller than me (hahahaha). & that she's waaaaaaay thinner than me. & that she's waaaaaaay smarter than me. & that she thinks more rationally than I do.

& that her dad's an engineer (that's why she loves math). & that her dad's dream was to be a doctor but they didn't have the money for it. & that her mom's um, a housewife. & that they almost always argue about stuff not worth mentioning here anymore. & that her brother's studying in first year highschool at LSQC. & that she lives near school.

& that she has sprained her leg during the second grade. & that she has skin asthma. & she loves playing volleyball (unlike me. hahaha). & she's been an outstanding student. & that she loves art more than I do. & that she loves music more than I'm aware of. & that she's good in writing.

& that she.. um, am I allowed to say it? =)) You know, about music and poetry? `Cause I think you want to make it more private. :)) Ohwell. Um, & that she's been an artist and a writer for the Theresian Mag. & that she makes her own layouts (like me! :)). & that almost all of her layouts are inspired by songs. & that she spells layouts as lay-outs (which is correct. haha) & that she loooooves blue so much. & that she'll be going to Ateneo next year (with me! =)) haha) & that she's planning to transfer to BS Economics, if she's given that chance. & that was because someone has influenced her into liking economics. =))) Kidding! HAHAHAHA.

& that she's still bitter about that thing that I'm not supposed to say here. :)) Um, we both are. But it's nothing, really. :)) & that we reaaaaally adore Tricia Gosingtian. Hahaha.

& that she's always been misunderstood by most of the people. & that it's been hard for her to express her feelings. & that she's always mistaken for an actress. & that she rarely cries.

& that she understands me eventhough I'm crazy. & that we finish each other's insane sentences. & that she'll hit me hard in the face if I lose my sanity. & that she'll be right there next to me when the world ends...

So yeah. You might think that I know a lot about her but I really don't.

... & that I love her more than she knows it. :)

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High School Graduate from STC. Finally. :P

I can never live without books and colors and all that artsy stuff.

I love both math and art && you can do nothing about it. :)

I guess it kinda shows how much I like Kristen Jaymes Stewart, eh? :P

I'm practically weird, weird && weird, so yea, bear with me. :)




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