Everything I've worked hard for, the time I've wasted, the energy I've placed into it, the effort I pour into it, everything. Everything vanished. Just like that.

I've even classified each brush according to its rightful category. I've made folders and dragged each icon accordingly. I even loaded it and deleted again it just to know which category it would be appropriate.

And just like that, everything was gone. I have to start all over again.

I know, it sounds shallow and all. But still, I spent my afternoon doing that.

And just because I was clumsy the first time, it was gone.

And now, my brother accidentally hit the Power Button, it happened again.

I really don't know who's fault it is, the computer or us, but it doesn;t make any difference. I have to start again.

Nakakaasar. I've planned to do my Kumon worksheets this afternoon but since the ceter was closed, I just spent it loading brushes. We were supposed to go tomorrow. Now how am I supposed to do this?

Too much drama over an effin' program. Screw Photoshop [eventhough deep inside, I loooove yooow] =)) LABO.

See, I'm going crazzzyy. =)) Okay, scratch that.


Bianca texted me a while ago using her Mom's phone. She told me that she reserved me a copy of Twilight and Stargirl at Powerbooks and informed me that she left my number. Eh my MOm left her number, too. Wohoo. Anyway, what's important is that I get a copy of it as soon as possible. :D

Damn. May naaalala ako. Kakatanong lang ng Dad ko kung and 0920 ay Globe. Ang tanging numerong alam kong nagmamay-ari ng ganiyang numero ay si *tooot*. Nakatatak parin sa utak ko ang numero nya. 0920*******. =)) Okay, joke lang. Pero seryoso, memoryado ko pa. Ngunit iyon ay noong isang dekada pa. =)) Joke. Eh basta matagal na. Sun na ata yun ngayon. :P OhwhatthehelldoIcareaboutheranyway. :|

Grabe, ang weird ko talaga. =))

Yes, I've changed my layout again. I'll give the updates again regarding our trip in another post. =)) I'm too lazy to type, let alone go into details. :)) Sorry. :D

I've been doing the banner since yesterday. And I made it with the brushes available when you haven't downloaded anything yet. :| I've used the circle brushes and nothing more. :| Too lazy to load everything all over again. I don't even know why that happened. :|

Although I have a vague memory that I accidentally [well, you could call it an accident, you know.] shut down the computer with tons of tabs open in Firefox, the Linotype Font Explorer and the Photoshop. I think that made the brushes go *poof*! :| Darn, too clumsy.

Anyway, I think I'll load the brushes later since my Dad told me that we won't be going to Kumon today to get my worksheets and pay. I think Kumon doesn't open on Mondays. :| So we'll go there tomorrow instead.

I was chatting with Mamel yesterday when this person IM-d me and gave me one big whooping news. Well, it's not that big, really. I think I just made a big deal out of it. Hay. People really do get away with things. I hope karma gets them. ;) Okay, ang sama. :))

I've decided to switch to 10 sheets already. In Kumon, I mean. I just want to cath up with the schools's curriculum. I know, I'm a year ahead. But the lessons we've tackled during the third year was kind of similar from the ones I've been answering. Hay. Bottomline, I have to catch up.


I've just remembered. I had a dream. Ay labo. =)) I dreamt about the costumes for the DancePro. =)) It was as hard as a stone. Pano kaya isusuot yun? =)) Ohwell. My dreams are weird anyway. :))

I'll place the updates regarding our trip in another post.

I've been working on my next layout for my blogger when the effin' brushes disappeared. I've restarted everything and it just doesn't work. I've just downloaded new brushes this morning and now, I have to start all over again. Damn. I hate it when things happen and I have no effin' idea why it happened.

I thought about consulting my mom but she's asleep. :| Please wake up, please wake up.. :((

I really am frustrated right now. Sorry for wasting your precious time. I wish I was in Batangas again. Everything seems to go perfectly well there. :(

I'll take a shower. I hope these stuff would go away.

I'm Baaaack! :D

I've got a lot of catching up with.. almost everything. :)) And I'm a bit too lazy to start my uber long story-telling. :) So I think I'm gonna have to have a separate entry for that. :P

I've opened my Blogger, my Multiply, my Friendster and my Yahoo! acct. And wow, it's flooded with stuff. :))

I have..

- 5 new tags excluding Bianca's super flood. :))

- 6 new entries in my guestbook

- 6 new testimonials and tons of app invitations

and..

- a whooping 98 new mails in my Inbox. =))

Kaya goodluck sakin sa kakapindot. :))

I haven't updated anything yet. I think I'll blog tomorrow. I should have a whole day to finish all the updates and stuff. :))


I just have to say this. I MISSED THE COMPUTERRRRRR. :)))

I came across Kat's multiply and saw her dog, Hershey. And it reminded me of our dog since it almost resembles theirs. :))

[EDIT]

It was only now that I've noticed that Ikay's right. Our dog's name spelled backwards was her name. :)) But trust me, that wasn't intentional. :)) And Ikay, you're beyond compare. :) Loveyou, Ikaaay. >:D< Oh, and thanks. ABout the book, I mean. :D

My mom gave me the greatest news. Ever. She'll try to see if Stargirl and/or Twilight's available at Powerbooks in TriNoma. :D :D :D Weeeeee. :D

I hope she gets it. :)


We're off tomorrow. I'm still not that excited though. I still think that this vacation's too early. Hahaha, imagine, March palang. How 'bout April and May? :( Oh, May's for my review stuff. But April? :| I sure hope that we'll still have our tradition of going to Laguna or somewhere as a whole family. Together with cousins and relatives and stuff. I really miss that. :(


Oh, I 've just remembered. Now I know why I wasn't able to submit comments in Friendster. It happened before when I tried to give Buban a comment. You shouldn't really place ":>" in your comment 'cause the computer would read it as an HTML tag. :| Epal. Haha. And to think that I've just figured that out now. Eh kanina pa ko pindot ng pindot ng send. :| Ay labo. :))


I'll really miss blogging this week. There won't be any computer there since well, it's supposed to be a resort. Oo, malabo. =)) Hahaha. I haven't missed any dates since I've made this blog. I've been furiously blogging each time something sensible pops into my mind. Oh look, sensible pala utak ko. =)) Kidding. ;)


I think I wasn't able to mention this on my previous post. I just made this layout since I won't be able to update this for the week. I wouldn't want to leave it all crappy and whatever you call it. :))

[EDIT]

My Mom just called from TriNoma. Stargirl's unavailable and Twilight's out-of-stock. They'll be shipping copies of Stargirl in 2-3 days. Which means I really won't be able to get a copy since I'll be in Batangas. Nice.

I guess it's alright. People are somehow over Twilight already. So that means I could start falling for it now. =)) LABOOOO. Hahahaha.

I so love my Mom. She told me she's just gonna buy Eggs, also by Jerry Spinelli. It's not that I love 'cause she buys me things. It's because she tries to make me happy. :) Haha. And with her presence, my happiness is unexplainable. :P Ohwell. I guess I have to stick with the books I have in line. :)

Gotta shower now. :) Haha.

I've just finished it. And I'm not satisfied with it. The side thingy looks too yellow-y. =)) I think it lacks a hint of pink. :| Ohwell, I just hate it. :)) Ay lumabo. :))

My relatives came here to have lunch. My niece was here. Grabe, parang galit sya sakin. Everytime, well, almost everytime, lumalapit ako sa kanya, umiiyak sya. :| That's why I stuck myself in front of the computer, trying to find the perfect picture that'd fit here. :)) Hay.

Anyway, that's about it. I still have to take a bath. I just fixed this layout since I wouldn't want to leave it unupdated and.. ugly? =)) Joke. I was about to change it anyway. :)) Haha. Oh! I forgot. I still have to change the icon. :|

Oh great, the Internet's not working again. :| Ano baaa. Everytime ip-publish ko na, nawawala yung connection. :|


[EDIT]

I've just visited Melai's blog. And what I saw, or rather read, was very.. sad. :(( Nakakaiyak kaya. We went to SM Northand Crossing yesterday but bought nothing. I mean, walang Twilight. Ay shet. Pati nga Stargirl, wala eh. :| I bet it's available in TriNoma. Both of them, I mean.

I so hate myself right now. I should've said yes to my Mom and I wouldn't be acting like this. :| Putek.

I still can't find the perfect picture I'm intending to put in my banner for the new blogger layout. I wanted to leave this with a presentable layout since I won't be able to update this. I will, anyway, write in a notebook what I'm supposed to blog for each day of this week and type it when I come back.

I've been searching stuff in deviantart. com but I really couldn't find the perfect picture for it. I can't find my inspiration. :|

I'm still thinking of changing this layout to a summer-y one since it's still summer. :)) But I reaaally can't find any picture that would suit my thirst. Ay labo. :))

And the Internet failed me once more: it's not working. Or rather, the DSL's busted again. And I'm too lazy to switch the little red button to restart the connection. :))

Wow, that's fast. The net's working already. :D Oops. I was wrong. Again. :| It's not working again. Hay, how fast. :|

Hm, I'm thinking of using the pictures from last summer for the banner. But I can't find the right one. :|

This day turned out the opposite of what I've actually had in mind. I wasn't able to buy Stargirl and Twilight. I was the only one who wasn't able to buy anything after going to Crossings and SM North Ed. What's up with that?

We bought stuff we're supposed to bring on Tuesday since we're staying in Batangas from March 25-29. I woke up at around 10:30am, washed up and got dressed. We headed to our Lola's house which wasn't far from ours. We ate lunch and headed for SM North Ed. My Mom bought some shirts for the outing, my Dad bought his shorts and a pair of goggles, and my Bro bought his SwingBoard.

I wasn't able to buy anything. Actually, I've been expecting to get a "NO" as an answer in inquiring if Twilight was available. But yes, I still got my hopes up and now, I'm badly disappointed. Bianca informed me about the new stock of Stargirl in TriNoma. But since it's my brother's birthday, we have to adjust to his decisions. :|

My mom suggested that we cross the street from The Block to TriNoma. I was on the verge of saying "YES" but one thing held me up. The streets are accident prone. Especially since people would head to malls and stuff. :| Whattheheck.

Anyway, since I refused to agree with her idea, I'm badly disappointed and I'm furiously mad at myself. I'm not even sure if I'd survive in Batangas without any book with me.

Oh fine, I still have two books in line. But still, it doesn't change the fact that I DON'T HAVE A COPY OF STARGIRL AND/OR TWILIGHT. :|

And it still doesn't change the fact that I wouldn't be able to read Love, Stargirl without Stargirl. :|

And yes, it doesn't change the fact that I would, more or less, will watch [still not sure] Twilight without having read the book. :|

Do I sound like I'm frustrated? :|

Anyway, I saw a Theresian and Magic at The Block. But seeing as it is, I didn't even say hi to them. Grabe, epal ko no? :|

I also saw Inah at Crossings justbefire buying our groceries.


Gaddemet. I'm freakin' hungry. I refused to eat merienda a while ago since I'm too frustrated about this. Darn, I. AM. HUNGRRYYYY. :|

And the Internet connection's not coping up with my emotions. :| DAAAAARRRN.

And yes, weirdly, whenever I'm frustrated or mad or disappointed, I tend to speak in English. :|

And yes, I'm typing this in Notepad. :|

Oh great, the internet's working already.


Why does life have to work based on patterns and stuff? :| Oo na, malabo. Life is, too, you know. :|


Oh yeah, Happy Birthday, dear Bro.

I feel a lot better than yesterday. It's always like that, anyway. One minute you're super duper happy, next minute you're not. That's why I don't want to be super happy 'cause then, I'd be super duper sad. :|

I'm having fun reading books. :) I mean, I wasn't really in the mood then but suddenly, I just felt all tingly and stuff. Ay labo. =)) And I've just noticed something. Almost all of the books I bought were about one thing: fashion. =))

I am weird. Hahaha. But still, I want to read Twilight. I hope I'll be able to buy it tomorrow since were supposed to buy our stuff for our vacation next week. It'll be in Blue Coral Resort in Batangas.


I've just finsihed replying to the replies in my albums in Multiply. Ay shet, ang labo na. =)) Anyway, I badly want to edit more pictures. Wala lang. Nagmamarunong eh. :)) Hahaha.

I'm gonna miss the computer, my Multiply, Friendster and Blog, the chair, the table, the TV, EVERYTHING. Just imagine, 5 days without the computer, it's unacceptable. =)) Okay lang, may pool at beach at camera naman eh. :))


Oh, and about the entry yesterday, I'm soooo over it. Swear. :) BTW, thank you, Nicole CC. :) Alam mo na yun! ;) At waaaag mong gagawin yun. Okay? :)

After reading your entry, one thing came to my mind. "See, sabi na nga ba eh. I knew it." And I felt a sudden surge of mixed emotions: happiness, sadness, guilt, and envy.

I know I'm not supposed to feel this way. I'm happy for you, really. I'm happy that you've reached that far. I am proud of you. But there's one thing pulling me back. It's the thought that I might've been great at that position, too. It's just that I wasn't acknowledged or something.

From that message, I felt that you're really gonna get it. I know your capacities and your ideas are reaaaally great. Really. It's just that I have great ideas, too, you know. Okay, yabang. =)) Joke lang.

At this moment, I know you're really happy. You've got almost everything you wanted. And I'm just gonna be here to support you. :) Even if it hurts. A bit.

Just let me know if you have any problems. I'll be your friend. Always. :)

I'll face this as a challenge. And as what I said to Krizia:

"Hindi ko kelangang laging nasa top. Ayoko ng ganun. Mahirap pag biglaang bumagsak."

And we shouldn't let our feelings get the best of us and let us do crazy stuff. We shouldn't act like primadonnas and act like the world's ours only. We should give others a chance to let their light shine and be their best.

Parang "Let your light shine and be a blessing." lang eh. =))

In a span of about 10 mins, I think I vaguely saw what life, success and friendship means. :)

I've just uploaded some of the pics which were supposed to be uploaded waaaay before. :)) I also edited some pictures due to boredom. :|

I haven't even finished reading a book this summer. Not even one. :| I reaaally have to stop using the net. =)) It takes so much time in my schedule. Okay, may pa-schedule-schedule pa kong nalalaman. =))

Check out my multiply, mkay? :D

I already made a list of what we'll bring next week. I want to pack it already! =)) Not. I feel kind of lazy since I think it's too early. But whattheheck. I just hope it'll be fun. :D

I made a new layout in Multiply. :| I think the previous layout was too childish, anyway. :)) Ohwell. I wouldn't be changing any layout soon. :D

I wanna go back to school. It's boring here in the house, you know. :|

I woke up at around 11am with swollen eyes. :)) Weird no? =))

Anyway, I did my Kumon corrections-slash-assignments for this week since I wasn't able to do some last night. It turns out that my counting wasn't correct since I accidentally included the ones that were finished already. I even divided them equally so as to complete everything by Friday. ;) It turns out that I have only 5 sets of worksheets to correct. =)) Ang layo nun sa bilang ko. =))

Anyway, I practically spent my day in front of the computer, clicking and looking and surfing and, well, Photoshop-ing. =)) I made icons for today! :)




I'm currently editing the stuff I made for Dhanika. :)) Kasi.. :| =)) Joke, okay ang labo.

WAIT! Oh darn. Yahoo!'s not working. Grabe, hindi na naubos yung mail ko. =)) From 30+, naging 8 nalang. Pero alam mo yun, hindi nauubos. :|

I wanna do another layout. Adik eh no. =)) I just made my Friendster BG, anyway. I have to get rid of my disease. Nahwa na nga si Nicole eh. =)) Hahahaha.

Grabe, kakapost ko lang ng entry, dadagdag pa ko ng isa. =))

After mentioning Kristen Stewart, a lot of people tagged about other girls being prettier than her and looks like her. :)) And all the while, I've searched their pictures [syempre, pano ko macocompare kung hindi ko kilala? :P], thanks to Google.com. =))

And yes, Mika, Emily Browning is pretty, too. :)) Ano ba naman. Puro celebs na yung pinost ko sa blog ko. =)) Hahahaha.


She has this Emo thing. Ewan ko. I see it in her. Pero she's waaaay prettier than you think. :P Okay, that's enough. :))

From Kristen Stewart to Alexis Bledel to Camilla Belle to Emily Browning. Who's next? =))

Since Ikay mentioned it, too, Camilla Belle's pretty too. =))


OMG. OMG. Eto nanaman, hindi nanaman maka-getover. =)) Camilla Belle played the lead role in When A Stranger Calls! :)) Shyett, I crush her too already. =)) Hahaha.


Grabe, everytime someone tells me some girl's name, I discover something. :)) Super late kasi sa news eh. :))

OMG. I talk about girls more often. :)) And please, I'm not a lesbo. Please. If you knew me, you would have to agree that I am NOT one of them. =)) Hahahaha.


ANG INIIIIIITT. Why do we have to live in the Philippines. Oh, mali. Why is is this HOT in the Philippines? =)) Hahahaha.

Anyway, we'll be in Blue Coral Resort in Batangas next week. Haha. :) This would be the first time that were staying there longer than two days. :P I don't even think I'd enjoy it that much since it's just March, forheaven'ssake.

We have a valid reason, though. We have stuff to do for the next few months. April would be receiving of cards, Dad's race thingy, and Bro's stuff. :| May, on the otherhand, would be for me. =)) Sugapa eh no. :)) I'd be having Review classes together with Mimi and Claire in Ateneo. :P

Grabe, we'll be Seniors in almost two months. Hello, sleepless nights. Hello, more schoolwork. Hello, more requirements. :| Hello, STC Hell. :| Well, for Seniors and Juniors, I think. =))

But let's still try to enjoy this summer. Hahahaha, enough about schoolwork and such, let's party on the beach. =)) Asa. Hahahaha.

I'll still be having my Kumon. :| Nag-taas sila ng tuition. So that means I'd be having more Kumon worksheets to answer. And I'd be doing my CenterWork. :| Grabe, sikip na siguro dun. =))

I'll just read books and enjoy more paperwork. Oo, ENJOY. =)) I wanna read Twilight. :(

I know, weird title. This entry's weird anyway. :))

Since Nicole [Okay, special mention again. =)] mentioned it, Alexis Bledel looks like Kristen Stewart. =)) WTH. They're still both prettteeehh. =))


Oh, and another thing. Mara tagged something about Kristen Stewart:
Okay, another weird entry. =))


One random question: What's the difference between Coke Zero and Coke Light? =)) The sugar content's the same, anyway. Okay, problemahin ang hindi problema. =))

Third post for today. :D Hahaha, record-breaking. :P

While surfing, I came across this blog and the image on her banner was waaaay too familiar.

Guess what?



It's Kristen Stewart! :D

She played a role in movies like Panic Room, Catch That Kid, Speak, Zathura, and The Messengers. And yes, I've watched all of them. Addict much? :))

I sooo love Speak, both the book and the movie. It says a lot about life. :P

OMG. OMG. OMG. I know that I'm a little bit too late for news but I just can't believe that she'd be playing Isabella Swann for the movie Twilight. I haven't even read the book yet! I have to have a copy this summer already.

OMGGGGG. I have to have that booooook. :((

Grabe, the fact that she's playing the role makes me want to read it more. =)) Putek, I'm weiiird.
OMG. Hindi talaga ako makagetoveerrrrr. Aaaaahhh. I need that book. BADLY. :((

OMG. Parang sasabog puso ko. =)) Ano baaaa. Okay, OA. Eh kasi I like her so muuuuch. Ijust wanna read Twilight. That's it.

OMG! I have to go to SM North agaaain tomorrow. Ako na gagastos. Oo na, basta Twilight. Aaaaaah.

OMG, I can't believe I'm typing an entry for her. =)) OMG, I'm weird. =))

Ohwell, I have to go anyway. :)) I still have my Kumon Corrections to finish. I have to get it over with. :)

Since I've just surfed and well, "updated" my blog and multiply, I just couldn't keep this bottling inside me.

I am aware that I've made a mistake before to someone which I am ashamed of until now. I hate the fact that my greed and jealousy made me do stuff that I never imagined I'd be doing. I tried to patch things up but I know that deep inside, I couldn't turn back time and undo that event. And I never imagined that I'd be feeling the way shefeels after doing that grave crime.

I know that a number of people do stuff on the Internet, especially layouts and such. They're good at it, really. They have tons of ideas that not all of us could imagine. And as what one of my friends have said, ".. You don't have to steal or copy others' works..", I have to agree with her. And yes, that's what I've done before. I made a mistake and now, karma's getting to me.

As I would see the situation, I think that some are using my work without my permission. Actually, I really couldn't say it's mine since it was based on what I got from her. But still, I modified and edited some stuff which means it still has, technically, "my name on it". See, I made a chain of mistakes and crimes. :| I just wanted this to end, just like what I'm doing.

I'm not posting this to start up arguments or to flood my tagboard with complaints, it's just that I wanted to let this out and not to keep this any longer. I wanted you to learn from my mistake since I'm learning from it, too. That crime I made not that long ago continued and flowed like water and it just couldn't be stopped.

I admire the people who take their time asking me about stuff they want to know instead of getting my stuff without permission. Asking permission from the respective owners wouldn't cause that much time, isn't it? And I do not believe that anyone who would ask permission wouldn't be granted a sweet answer. And yes, I'm saying this in behalf of the people who are victims of this crime.

Eventhough that shesays that she's fine with it, I know that I do not completely gain her trust in me. I know that she could still keep it to her memory. I just wanted to say sorry. For everything.

I've been through this and I've learned my lesson. And trust me, it doesn't feel that nice if you're the one being stolen from.

I've just got home from school. We're done with the costumes and scriiipt! :) Too excited for October. :)) Hahaha.

Anyway, since I slept early [well, if 11pm is early enough], I wasn't able to post something about what happened yesterday. I even changed the layout just so I could spread my new url. :P Yabang eh no. =)) Joke lang. :D

Okay, so we immediately followed my mom who was in the salon to get her hair relaxed. Since it's taking too long, we went to The Block to eat. Actually, hindi ako kumain. Akala ko nga, joke lang nakakain kami sa Teriyaki Boy eh. Kaya yun. :)) Hindi ako kumain. :P I just read the book I brought with me and waited for them to finish.

We went straight to Fully Booked since my mom isn't finished yet. So I spent almost 1 1/2 hours searching for books that I might want to buy. Pero syempre, dahil kuripot ako, hindi ako bumili. =)) Hahahahahaha.

Afterwhich, we headed for the Department Store since my mom told me that I could buy swimsuits for our outing on March25-29. Grabe, ang gastos ko. Ayy mali, hindi pala ako gumagastos. Pero alam mo yun? :)) LABOOOO.

Basta super mahal kasi ang damiiii. I told my mom to buy only a pair but she told me that we'd buy everything. :)) Kasi hindi naman daw ako bumili last year. :| Hahaha.

We ate dinner at Yoshinoya after meeting up with my dad and bro. Grabe, gusto ko na bilhin yung dog dun. :| Kaso, sabi ni Pa, mahal daw. :)) Haha.

Went home and made the layout. :)) Direcho computer eh no. :)) Hahaha. I just remembered Patbau and I have to agree with her. Mas madali nga gumawa ng layout sa Blogger compared sa Tabulas. =)) Hahaha.


Grabe, feeling ko ang dami ng nahawa sakin or whatever. Nicole, for instance. Sobrang halos everyday na sya nagpapalit ng layout. =)) Hahahaha. Okay, special mention eh no. :P

Anyway, yun lang. :)

I've just finished the layout. It's quite crappy. :)) But still, okay na yan. =))

I have to sleep now. I still have to go to school tomorrow for the Dance Pro meeting for next year. :) I'm just gonna try to post tomorrow what happened today.

Since I wasn't able to post anything about what happened yesterday and the day before that, I'm gonna have to do it now. :P

Thursday was fun. Well, except for the dismissal part. Sir was sweet enough to sing a last song for us. :)) I'm really gonna miss liking Soc. Sci. :| Ngayong year ko lang talaga na-appreciate yun. =)) Kasi naman. every year, yun yung pinakamababa kong grade sa card. Ngayon lang hindi. =)) Hahahaha.

Hay, I miss III-3 already. :(

Yesterday was fun, too. We had to go back to school for next year's Dance Pro and to complete the signatures in the attendance. Wohoo, mehn. Three years in a row. :P

We already picked our sector and started to make the costumes and the script. :) Bea, Mariza, Cy and I had fun. Haha. We even assigned the roles already. Excited much. :))

My dad picked me up and we headed for Kumon to get my assignments for this week until next week. Sana matapos ko. Kasi natatambakan ako. :|

Afterwhich, we headed for Crossings and as usual, I went to National, second floor. Ang saya sa mga libro. :)) Okay, geek. I bought another book. :) Title's "Sweet16". :P I haven't started reading it, though. I have tons of books in line. :))

I still want to read Twilight. :( Problem is, I don't have a copy of the book. :|


I wish I had the power to turn back time. It wouldv'e made a difference.

I've decided to move to blogger since I promised that I'd make a new blog when summer comes. Haha, whatever. :P And since I'm not used to the layout thing here, I'm having a hard time looking for appropriate layouts that would satisfy my standards. And yes, it's hard. It's as if I'm looking for something that's missing. Okay, labo. :)) Hahaha.

But yeah, this'll do. For now. ;)

Enough said.